Everything makes sense when I am spending my days beside you. Talking with you. Happily living life with you. I enjoy our late-night study sessions while being on call, as I work away to the sound of your keyboard and your soft breathing as the only background noise. And of course, along with the sound of my old air conditioner struggling to pump out cold air for my tiny room. Not being able to hold you close is hard. Like right now, I am working on my 700-word prompt, and you are working on your web assignment, creating a beautiful website. I hope to one day work on a website together, where we can create beautiful things and put them up. After graduation, I really hope to work together with you and build a career on things we enjoy doing. I occasionally take out the "day count" app on my phone to check how many days are left until I see you on December 26. Exactly 90 days from today. A mix of emotions overtakes me when I imagine how close we are to seeing each other. How will the first few seconds of eye contact be when I see you? I wish to be able to hug you when I hear good news and be able to cry on your shoulders on my bad days.

If there is one thing I have learned in life, it is that not everyone can be trusted, and you are a rare find. People have let me down on multiple occasions either by breaking my trust in them, not keeping their word, or simply pretending to be someone they were not. From those experiences, I learned the importance of trust and how greatly it can affect someone when trust is weak. I can trust you with my eyes closed. I trust you enough to try out all the activities I used to fear before – such as bungee jumping, hot air balloons, sky diving, and diving deep into the ocean to swim with exotic sea creatures.

I think by now, you can tell how you have patched up all the broken parts inside me and made me happier than I have ever been before. I am quite sure you have been unaware of all this – you do not realize how much happiness you have brought along. Your gentle way of talking, the respect you show towards everyone when interacting with anyone, your patience – very surprisingly your incredible patience while dealing with CSS – like how is it possible? Why does my picture not align? How can you be patient through all that? Patience while you try to perfect even the small little things in your work. Your great attention to small details amazes me. Like when you customize the terminal on your MacBook. Every small icon, color customization, highlighting text selections, they amaze me a lot. In fact, you inspire me to pay attention to all the small details in everything I do in life.

I am utterly blown away by your graceful presence even through the distance. As I reflect on our memories over the past year, I recall all the waves of emotions we went through together. We were there for each other through thick and thin and as cliché as that sounds, that is the absolute truth. Through all of this over the past year, my mindset has also developed through your positive influences. Most importantly, I learned to be more focused and gentler in my approach to doing things around me.

Because of all this, I know everything makes sense when I am together with you doing all the things that bring out joy from the deepest corners of my soul. Even mundane everyday things are more enjoyable now because I know our schedules are synced and we are doing the same things together at each time of the day. As hard as it is to accomplish such a great way to sync our tasks, the love that we share made it possible. I am fortunate to have found you so early in life; however, it would have been better if you had been a part of my life sooner so that all that I have experienced until now would have had you in it too. But you are here now, my great blessing.